I Get Sad Too

 

Tonight I am so sad. There are moments where I am filed with hope and faith. And there are moments where being a single mom and full time working ED nurse, feels like the hardest, loneliest place during a pandemic. I know I’m not alone. I know there are so many who have it FAR worse than I could ever imagine. But tonight, I am allowing myself to grieve. And feel the pain and the loneliness. 

My kids are with their dad. And my big, beautiful house feels so empty and quiet. And I hate it. And I feel sad. And I miss the way things were just a few weeks ago. 

Please don’t think that because I smile and put on a brave face that’s it’s all laughs and fairy tales over here. There are tears. Lots of them. And that’s ok. You are not alone. ❤️

(Ps I saved you from the pictures of me crying and give you one of me feeling happy and hopeful this morning)