Carry On

 I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again. 

It only takes one idea, one thing, one day, one decision to make a change. 

I knew this was coming. 

It’s been <<almost>> a whole year since I filed for divorce. And in that year, I’ve yet to start and finish a single program 🤦🏼‍♀️. For the last five years, I’ve been on it for the most part. I finish what I start. 

But not this last year.

And that’s okay.

Because whether I chose it or not, my word for last year was grace. I had to give myself grace, over and over and over again.

But this year.

It will be two words.

Carry on.

Carry on for me means to keep going. To keep faith. To know in my core and my soul who I am and what I offer.

Carry on.

I am scared and I am brave. I am both weak and I am strong. I am both insecure and confident. 

Carry on.

Today is Day 1. And though I plan to give myself grace, I also know that with grace, I can also conquer.

It’s a new year. And I won’t allow my circumstances to define me anymore.

4am never felt so good. I got up. I did it. And I friggen even smiled A LOT 🥰 This new Barre program is going to kick my 🍑 but it also takes me right back to my dancing days which makes my heart so happy.

I’m still here.

Chugging along.

Here if you need me or want to do this with me 🥰